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Who Taught You That? - The Childhood Origins of Adult Problems

Last Tuesday in The Clarity Room, we spent a great deal of time discussing beliefs. Not the kind of beliefs people usually argue about. Not politics, religion, or football teams. Those discussions can wait for another day. We were exploring something far more personal: the beliefs that quietly shape our lives. The beliefs we rarely question. The beliefs that operate so deeply beneath awareness that they often feel like facts. And as the conversation unfolded, a fascinating question emerged. Not from me. From the participants. If these beliefs are causing so much trouble, where did they come from? Most of us spend years fighting behaviors without ever investigating their origins. We battle procrastination, perfectionism, people-pleasing, avoidance, overthinking, low confidence, fear of failure, and fear of rejection. Yet we rarely stop to ask: “Where did I learn this?” And that question changes everything. The Child Nobody Sees One of the strange realities of adultho...
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Why Smart People Keep Repeating the Same Mistakes

Last Tuesday evening, 46 people attended The Clarity Room for a free coaching session on Zoom, which I host every Tuesday from 7 pm to 8 pm. Some guests arrived early, while others showed up exactly on time. A few arrived fashionably late, which is a polite way of saying they intended to come at seven but were distracted by life, work, children, traffic, dinner, WhatsApp, existential dread, or a mix of these factors. It happened to be my 43rd birthday. Now, birthdays have a funny way of making a man reflective. You start to realize that recovery takes longer than it used to. Your knees occasionally send formal complaints after a run. And you begin to notice that wisdom often arrives disguised as mistakes you swore you would never make again. Perhaps that is why the evening's topic felt particularly fitting. The Hidden Scripts Running Your Life. As people settled into the Zoom room, I asked a simple question. “Where do you feel stuck?” The responses started appea...

The Man Who Thought He Had Failed, But Was Actually Regenerating

  This is a story inspired by Episode 2 of The Men's Group Debate Series, held on June 6, 2026, at Savelberg Retreat Center in Nairobi , under the theme "The Men Nairobi Raised Are Not the Men Nairobi Needs." --- There is a particular look some men develop after life has taken a sledgehammer to their plans. Not immediately afterward — immediately afterward, everybody becomes dramatic. There are emergency meetings, prayer requests, lawyers, concerned relatives, and WhatsApp groups that suddenly become more active than Parliament during a scandal. Advice arrives from every direction. Some of it is useful. Some of it is generated by people whose own lives resemble a building under demolition. No. The look arrives later. Months later. Sometimes years later. It is the look of a man who is functioning yet uncertain. The look of a man who pays his bills, attends meetings, answers emails, services the car, renews his insurance, and remembers birthdays — yet quietly wonder...